Too Busy to Think

August and September have turned out to be busy and stressful months for me at work. In August, I had an AC interference study to complete for a high-profile client that was supposed to be finished by the end of August. Meanwhile I was directing and reviewing the work of two engineers for relay settings for another big client of ours, and that work also had to be done by the end of August. Then in the middle of all that, another urgent project calculating and mitigating the lightning outage rate on a transmission line came up for the first high-profile client and I had to set aside the first project to spend as much time as possible on the second. Now the deadlines for the AC interference study are totally blown and it still sits on the back burner as I try to close up the lightning study.

All this has kept me working hard at work, with little temptation to just waste time. Fortunately, I haven't found that the stress is affecting my motivation or energy level after work or on the weekends, though it has become a frequent occurrence to wake up early thinking about what I have going at work and not be able to get back to sleep. The biggest downside has been the lack of mental energy for other endeavors. As you can see, there have been no blog posts for a good long while. I've kept up with my Bible reading plan, but I realized this week that I've had little reflection on what I've read and that my prayer life has dropped off considerably.

While I hope that these projects finish soon so I'm not so busy and stressed out at work any more, I know that one thing will follow another and that most likely I will keep being busy indefinitely. Will I find ways to adapt to the work so my mental energy isn't sapped away from spiritual things? That, I think, is the need of the hour. (Tips from those who have "been there, done that" are appreciated!)

Andrew Peterson on Facebook as "Small Town"

Andrew Peterson said something interesting in his interview over at Between Two Worlds:

I think Facebook is our culture's answer to the disappearance of the close-knit, small town community. Finding out on Facebook that so-and-so has a cold, or stubbed their toe, or is reading a certain book is the 21st Century equivalent of strolling the town square or having pancakes in the diner. It's small talk. And small talk is okay. You wouldn’t necessarily call your friend to find out if his toe got stubbed; it's just nice to know. The thing is, even small towns have secrets. I know because I grew up in one. There were murders. Suicides. There was bigotry and alcoholism and despair. Beneath the surface is the same darkness you see on the news in big cities and war-torn countries. Small talk doesn't address that secret loneliness. Neither does marriage, for that matter. Only Christ can. Only he has the power to step in and throw back the curtains.

I never would have thought of it that way, but maybe he's on to something.

Review: How People Change

Book Title: 
How People Change
Author(s): 
Timothy Lane
Author(s): 
Paul Tripp
Publisher: 
New Growth Press
Pages: 
255
ISBN: 
1934885533

I picked up How People Change by Timothy Lane and Paul Tripp to help me prepare for a message that I did for the 2009 Regeneration retreat entitled "Gospel Grace to Overcome Sin and Grow in Godliness". I think I originally heard of the book through some blog(s) in the Reformed stream that I read, and when I saw it recommended in Mars Hill Church-Seattle's Leader Training materials—a missional church not given to atta-boy every book from the Reformed camp—I guessed that it would be a great resource.

How People Change turned out to be even better than I expected. In the first few chapters, the authors earned my respect as men who are committed to the power of the gospel to change lives and who are familiar with the human heart, both from their own experience and from counseling others. The first five chapters lay the groundwork for the model of change that is presented in the remaining chapters. Lane and Tripp work hard to help the reader see that the Christian faith is immensely more than just a "get out of Hell free" card. Rather, the gospel is the power of God for our present life, and union with Christ is both how we receive that power and the purpose for which the power is given.

After these introductory chapters, the book moves to a series of chapters that explain a framework for understanding and pursuing change. The basic model is Heat → Thorns → Cross → Fruit → (repeat). Heat is the difficulty and struggle of everyday life as fallen people in a fallen world. Life constantly brings us frustration and difficulty, and we start by recognizing that and paying attention to how we respond. Life's circumstances don't cause us to sin, but often they are the occasion for sin as we respond to circumstances in wrong ways.

That brings us to the second phase of Lane and Tripp's model: Thorns. Thorns are the wrong, sinful ways that we respond to life. That may be frustration, anger, withdrawal, bitterness, self-reliance, and so on. What How People Change presses us to do is to go beyond the external sin that arises to examine our hearts and see what internal sin there is that is causing us to act in such a way. This is grounded in the belief that all our actions, thoughts, and attitudes arise from the heart. What we'll find is that, although we may believe the gospel, there are still areas of our heart where we are trusting in something or someone other than Christ, looking elsewhere for our source of significance, or otherwise worshiping idols.

As we realize that our sin is deeper and more pervasive than we thought, our awareness of our need for a savior grows as well. That is the third phase of the model: Cross. Here we repent of our sin, recognize the abundant provision that has been made, and turn again in faith toward Christ. We remind ourselves of the inexhaustible well of grace that we draw from, and remember anew the awesome power that is available to us—indeed dwells within us in the Spirit of Christ—to be made new creations freed from the power of sin.

With our hearts renewed in Christ, we are freed from sin to respond to the Heat of life in good and positive ways as we bear Fruit rather than Thorns. In the fourth step of the model, we consider the specific ways that we can live out the grace that we have received. Real change has not happened until the internal heart-change has begun to show itself in our outward actions.

The process is a cycle rather than a linear progression, so even as we seek to live in newness of life, we find that the sinful nature is not wholly put to death yet. Problems don't go away, and Heat continues to beat down on us, showing us Thorns that remain to be rooted out. And so the cycle continues, not in a perpetual circle of sin, but in an upward spiral of being made into the image of Christ who dwells within us. Although How People Change is realistic about the difficulty of overcoming sin, it also has a healthy optimism that the power of God is sufficient to make us into the people that he intends us to be.

I have found this model to be quite helpful for several reasons:

  1. It recognizes that the circumstances of life are not the cause of my sin. I am. That helps me stop ignoring it or making excuses for it.
  2. It pushes me to look at my heart, not just the external behaviors that I want or need to change.
  3. It looks to Christ as the one true solution. I cannot change myself but must cast myself upon the One who can.
  4. It frees me to live differently by dwelling in the gospel rather than by do-more-try-harder.
  5. It recognizes that failure is part of the process and gives me hope that God will use my sin to show me what's in my heart so I can put it to death by the Spirit and become more like Christ. I can own my sin without feeling like I should be "past it".

The book itself is particularly strong in having many presumably real-world (at least, believable) examples of how people might deal with all of the different issues that are brought up. The numerous examples help illustrate how the concepts being presented might work out in real life and thus lend credibility to the ideas.

The other strength of the book that I really appreciated is its wide use of extended quotations from Scripture. Lane and Tripp don't just sprinkle in proof texts to back up their ideas. Rather, they take whole passages, quote the passage right in the text (not just a citation that probably few will actually look up), and walk through it to see how it develops or illustrates what they are addressing. These extended quotes do not include verse numbers within the quote, so it takes some work to figure out what part of the text they are referring to, but as a whole, I think that this approach to teaching is excellent.

How People Change is an outstanding resource that I would heartily recommend to any believer who desires to see real heart change and who wants to help others do the same. I can easily imagine it being used for small-group study as well.

Health Care Overhaul?

President Obama is on the campaign trail stumping for health care reform. The cost of health insurance in the United States is relatively high, and it seems there is some serious discussion going on about how to bring those costs down.

While President Obama is pressing the dire need for health care (insurance) reform to the American people, Congress are working on figuring out how that might actually get done. From what I understand, there are at least three different health care bills being formulated. There is the House version, which seems to be hung up on how to recover the vast cost of their plan. There is the Senate Health, Education, Labor, and Pensions Committee plan, which includes a public option (i.e. government-run insurance) to compete with traditional insurance carriers. Finally, there is the Senate Finance Committee plan, which is being worked out by Democrats and Republicans together and which it appears will not include a public option but which will address many of the other issues that everyone seems to agree are important (coverage of pre-existing conditions, coverage for those who cannot afford insurance).

For me, the most maddening aspect of this whole health care overhaul push is the massive amount of political pressure that Pres. Obama is asserting and the opacity of the various plans themselves. What in the world are they cooking up? I could not care less what nice things Obama has to say about what he wants to see on his desk; what are the Representatives and Senators actually drafting as legislation? Where is the thoughtful explanation, critique, and defense of the specific points of the plans?

The White House actually has a website set up specifically for Health Care Reform, but it adds nothing more than reinforcement to the administration's basic talking points: REFORM!! NOW!!

I came upon this informative interview of Regina Herzlinger, author of Who Killed Health Care: America's $2 Trillion Problem - and the Consumer-Driven Cure, on Minnesota Public Radio, and it seems to be quite informative. Moving from employer-based insurance to consumer-based insurance makes a lot of sense! It is only by historical fluke (wage controls during WWII) that employers are wrapped up in our health insurance in the first place....

These are interesting days that we live in, no doubt about that!

Introverts and the Mission of God

One thing that I have struggled with for the last—well, for as long as I've been serious about following Jesus—has been how to engage in evangelism. With the new emphasis that I've tuned into over the last couple years on being "missional", I have set my sights on the first stepping stone: connecting with people so as to build new friendships. It seem to me that talking about my faith is relatively easy within the context of a significant friendship. Building that relationship, though, is what I find difficult.

As I was thinking about this a bit last night and this morning, I got to wondering if this is a common problem for "introverts" like me. We are committed to the idea of living in such a way as to display the gospel and open doors for the proclamation of Christ, but we have great difficulty putting that commitment into practice by meeting new people and building new relationships, falling well short of our objective of demonstrating the gospel in love and proclaiming the excellencies of him who called us out of darkness and into his marvelous light.

A little searching on Google this morning revealed that I am not alone in dealing with this issue. One of the first pages I came across was "Are Introverts The Sugar In the Kingdom's Missional Gas Tank?" by Anthony Bradley. I don't know Anthony and only happened upon his blog because of the results that Google threw at me, so I don't know if his post is as condescending as it would seem to be on the face of it or if he is intentionally kicking up some dust to provoke thought and discussion. To be generous, let's assume the latter. :)

Here is Bradley's key statement: "Introverts do not typically live missional lives because they would rather read theology books than talk to non-Christians about the gospel or engage local culture with the Kingdom...."

This, I think, is both true and untrue. It is certainly true that I would rather read than talk to non-Christians in certain circumstances, but I don't have a problem with talking to a non-Christian per se. I have a few good friends who are not believers, and we get along great and are able to talk about all sorts of things, including Jesus and faith. Nonetheless, when it comes to cold-calling on my neighbors or walking around downtown and talking to random people, I will probably not do it of my own initiative, and if I do it at all, it's probably because I couldn't think of any other idea for how to connect to these people.

If those of us who can generally be described as introverted yield to our natural inclinations, I think we do end up staying within our comfortable circle of existing friends (Christians in most cases) and sticking to social situations that feel safe. And that safe, insular behavior would, indeed, be the metaphorical "sugar in the kingdom's missional gas tank". However—and this is a big however—if we are able through the gospel to both embrace who we are as the image of God with our own unique personality and its attendant strengths and weaknesses and embrace the mission to which God has called us as ministers of reconciliation, then I think we can play a significant part in God's kingdom work.

Where does that leave me? That leaves me keenly aware of my need for grace to cover my many sins of omission and desparately needy for the power of the Holy Spirit to work in my weakness, using who he has made me to be in Christ (not in the sinful nature!) to pursue God's mission and his glory.

Additional Reading:
Introverted Church (Soon to publish a book)
What can God do with an Introvert?
Can Introverts Plant Churches? (Part 1, Part 2)
Introverts: You Can Evangelize
Does Mission have an Extroverted Bias?
An Introvert at Church
Top 10 Ways to Market to Introverts